“There are lights in the woods
in which I played.”
A long, long time ago, when I was
much younger, this first line (or perhaps title) of a potential poem
floated into my mind. I wrote it down, and it has sat quietly in my
files ever since, a bookmark of a theme I mull over time and again.
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Church Street in Burlington, VT |
It was interesting enough, a bit
clunky, but it was the image (and corresponding emotions) that have
remained with me through the years.
The image? My woods, in Acton,
Massachusetts, not really a wilderness to any extent but a lovely
forest to my youthful soul, were being torn into by builders and
developed into houses and yards for future tenants. Through the
trees, where I had once seen only darkness and mystery, I was now
able to spot less-mysterious, twinkling porch lights.
It was inevitable. Acton is only 25
miles from Boston, a tempting suburban option for the commuters who
head into the city every day, and our family was only an early wave
of what was to come in town, a steady stream of people buying up
available land and housing.
The emotions? I guess it was an
early existential crisis for me, of seeing a treasured natural
playground of my early years bulldozed and taken away, and of the
enduring and inexorable pace of change in the world, and of nature
under attack. If my childhood forest could be sold and trashed, was
anything sacred?